I'm a little lonely. Technically I have only been single for about a year and a half, but I miss being in a relationship. Don't get me wrong. I'm glad I broke up with my ex. It wasn't the best match. And I don't want to sound desperate or anything. I have had a couple offers for dates that I had to turn down because I just wasn't interested in those guys in that way.
It's not that I miss the flowers, gifts, free meals, and things. That stuff was great. But what I really miss is the company of someone close to you. That you can be honest and open up to and know they won't see you any differently. Someone who loves to spend time with you and will go to a movie they have no interest in because they want to be with you. Some places I just can't go to on my own because I'm a girl and it wouldn't exactly be safe to be out at night by myself. Or to go to some stranger's home to buy a cheap craigslist item. That is not something I would recommend doing on your own. And yeah, I'm sure my mom would love to do all of those things with me if I asked her, but I don't always want to go with my mom to a concert at a brewery. She isn't about that scene. Obviously I know that even if I had a boyfriend I wouldn't get to go to all of the places I want or do all the things I want. I just want the person to be here for me to ask and have a chance at it.
Alright, alright. Enough of that for now. Again, not desperate, just a little lonely sometimes.
So! Let's pick things back up with some music, eh?
This is Queen singing Somebody to Love.